Comments on: what a dick. http://www.misanthropytoday.com/what-a-dick/ Hating Everyone Since 2005 .............(This Could Take Awhile) Wed, 01 Feb 2012 01:10:07 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 By: Columbo Calebis http://www.misanthropytoday.com/what-a-dick/#comment-3408 Columbo Calebis Mon, 16 Mar 2009 21:07:20 +0000 http://www.misanthropytoday.com/?p=1164#comment-3408 I invited ****** over today, she was adamant about how she said the wrong thing, that it came out wrong at the wrong time. kept begging me to forgive her and ended up telling me that she hated herself for saying that. I just looked at her straight in the eye and said "I fucked someone else instead of coming to supper with you on Friday." She didn't believe me, I even told her who. She kept saying that she thought I was joking, and ended up staying over... We kissed and she tried seducing me, but I couldn't fucking do it, I was so pissed about the comment she had made. I ended up just rolling over and telling her I couldn't. She got pissed off and said that she wasn't the only one who said stupid things. I rolled over and said "I wasn't kidding. I wasn't fucking kidding you know." she says 'what?' and her face dropped. "I really did fuck Maria Friday night. no jokes." well, It looks like I made a convert to misanthropy, boys. or at least misandry. this is the message she sent me today on facebook: ********** Today at 1:55pm I probably shouldn't be writing this right now because I'm a mess, but it's best because I need you to know how I really feel. I really cared. About you, about us, about what little we had. It is literally killing me knowing I destroyed all of this. I can't even remember the last time I was this sad. Everything was going so well and then I fucking napalmed the whole village. I don't blame you one bit for not wanting anything to do with me after that. Nothing was a game for me. I took everything so seriously and my attempts to cover it up with calculating words and coyness backfired. There are grounds that should never be tread on, but did I think to know? Not at the time. I was an excited naive girl, using my worst quality to try to bring light to the worst situation. You've affected me in no uncertain terms as my perspective is completely shifted. For that I am glad, thank you. Naiveness sometimes brings truth, but always with pain. **************** You're welcome, girl. =) I invited ****** over today, she was adamant about how she said the wrong thing, that it came out wrong at the wrong time. kept begging me to forgive her and ended up telling me that she hated herself for saying that.
I just looked at her straight in the eye and said “I fucked someone else instead of coming to supper with you on Friday.”
She didn’t believe me, I even told her who. She kept saying that she thought I was joking, and ended up staying over…
We kissed and she tried seducing me, but I couldn’t fucking do it, I was so pissed about the comment she had made. I ended up just rolling over and telling her I couldn’t.
She got pissed off and said that she wasn’t the only one who said stupid things. I rolled over and said “I wasn’t kidding. I wasn’t fucking kidding you know.” she says ‘what?’ and her face dropped.
“I really did fuck Maria Friday night. no jokes.”

well, It looks like I made a convert to misanthropy, boys. or at least misandry.

this is the message she sent me today on facebook:
**********
Today at 1:55pm
I probably shouldn’t be writing this right now because I’m a mess, but it’s best because I need you to know how I really feel. I really cared. About you, about us, about what little we had. It is literally killing me knowing I destroyed all of this. I can’t even remember the last time I was this sad. Everything was going so well and then I fucking napalmed the whole village. I don’t blame you one bit for not wanting anything to do with me after that.

Nothing was a game for me. I took everything so seriously and my attempts to cover it up with calculating words and coyness backfired. There are grounds that should never be tread on, but did I think to know? Not at the time. I was an excited naive girl, using my worst quality to try to bring light to the worst situation.

You’ve affected me in no uncertain terms as my perspective is completely shifted. For that I am glad, thank you. Naiveness sometimes brings truth, but always with pain.
****************
You’re welcome, girl. =)

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